bullshit**

Mention this all about my bullshit things**

Two more days

I will leave here and continue to breathes in another place

First I want to apologize to miss mei yuin coz I can’t accompany her to KLCC as I

promised before

SORRY SORRY =(

Second is I have a super duper crazy party night at MAISON

I have no mood or expectation for that night

But I totally enjoy at there and I found that there can let me ‘escape or forget’

I want forget what I have to forget

I want throw what I want to throw

I want look forward what I have to

But there just a place to let me ‘crazy’ a while

I have to back to real world after party night

I feel upset when all the memories come back

I have nightmare again

But the people you care doesn’t care you what you are or who you are

You are just a passerby for him or her

Who care your heart broken or even broke to pieces

They still enjoy their life without you

Or they have a better life after you

While you still stand at there and cry like a baby

Plus non-stop thinking of him or her

Isn’t what I want

Stand in the dark corner and keep tearing

I dun want be a loser anymore

There not worth

And I feel guilty to my papa and mama and sis and all the one who really care about me

But not that one who pretend care about me

When I face to the mirror every morning and I say want to be happy day by day to myself

Why I want to do this stupid act everyday

Happy is not say by a word and It’s comes from heart

Why I become like that

Why want people give me happy and if

The one who can’t let me smile and I can’t be happy anymore

Sound sad

Realize that I so se bai coz I can’t ever let myself smile

But I will learn from today

Isn’t too late =)

Never mind I will keep trying

Coz I know there are not too late for me

May god bless me and give me courage**

Finally finish all my bullshit

Hope you guys dun mind

I try to control my emo

Coz life is short right

And the important thing I want to mention is

MAY GOD BLESS MY COUSIN GRANDMA

HOPE SHE WILL BE FINE

HEALTHY HEALTHY ahhhhh

Gam ba tea popo**

souvenir

Finally papa back from China

Of course bring back a lots souvenir to us laa

Chocolate, gui hua cake, biscuit, gua hua perfume, cigarette…..

Thanks papa ❤❤

Get some news that I don’t want to know

It makes me emo again

I know I shouldn’t care so much about that

But I can’t control my brain right

Maybe this is the last time AND NO MORE EXCUSE

I believe I can

I believe in RELATIONSHIP KARMA too

I didn’t do any wrong & I deserve a better man

You guys deserve too if you didn’t do any wrong to other

God will know

GOD BLESS YOU too bastard

brave

Finally finish all my papers

That mean I will graduate or maybe wont

Haiz don’t think about that stupid stuff first

Many things want to complete before I leave


# Hand in register form


# buy all the needed things before leave (Its really kill my brain cells to think wad I want to bring)*


# cleans my room PLUS throws the unused things


# think that if I really suit there coz want make decision LIAW (another thing bother me)*


# check properly all the detail when get in there


# MOST IMPORTANT THING IS HANG OUT WITH MY BESTIES FIRST (there are no time for us to gather after graduate)


# clears all the MONEY especially my mom de (I will broke after that & who can cure me – I shopaholic now)*


# watches ICE KACANG PUPPY LOVE❤❤





你的勇气

你的倔强 我好想拥有

你重来都把悲伤藏的好好的

不需要别人来同情

这些我都看的到 感受到

所以我很❤你 很心疼你

能给我一半的勇气吗

一半的倔强 好了

我一定能打败我的恶魔

用我的双手

我也不需要虚伪的同情

aint stupid

有些人习惯活在谎言当中

因为这样他们才有安全感

i used to be like that

a'int stupid

is don't want wake up only

is time to rest ❤❤

Finally I can rest awhile after three days nonstop studying

I already try my best to do it

Hope the result don’t let me down

After that go KLCC for my lunch-sushi king

Coz there got member day and today is last day

I break my record – 9 plates =)

Really satisfied

San Francisco Coffee again

IS HORRIBLE LIKE THREE DAY NO EAT ANYTHING

And want fulfill my desires in HALF DAY

YEAH is time to plan my holidays






p/s:下一站 幸福 很好看 ❤❤

STRONGLY RECOMMEND**

都过去了

过去永远也过不去

如果说都过去了

那不是过去

那是时间把我们的过去都带走了

走了 也忘了



P/S:真好那我的脑袋才可以装别的东西麻 ❤❤

last day in Tarc

Today is last day study in Tarc

Exam is around the corner

GOD muuuust bless me

If not I have to resist again

I don’t want HAIZ

Hope can pass all

K change topic

Also we get a lot of free gift from the V event today ;*)

From eat-cup noodles, biscuit

To drink- soya rich, old town coffee


To skin care- Ginvera skin product

Not bad not bad

Saving a lot for me LOL

YAA TAT MEAN GOT EXTRA MONEY

WAIT ME MY LOVELY T900 (I think is that model if not mistaken)

I WONT LET U WAIT SO LONG DE

stay alone tonight

Stay at home alone tonight

no tv no dinner and no supper

damn

fine i still GOT my sis lappi

just left one month

ya is time to run away

is like 4313154536565km far away from here

woooooooo

hope i can handle it HEHE

i konw i always forget this and forget that

like BIG HEAD PRAWN :’p




GOD BLESS ME



P/S: OMFG should i contiue or what.......

be positive

Bored this few days

Exam is around the corner but i haven't start study

That mean i maybe fail in TI

Time pass so fast

And I can't remember every little thing in my daily life

I think is time to buy a digital camera to record everything

Feel tired recently Am I sick or what

Maybe I am sick and totally sick

My body and soul

DAMN

You will be fine de

Yaaaaaa I will be fine de

Just ignore my emo :*)


p/s: thanks my mom & sis always support me

$$$ and teach me be positive + think positive