Mention this all about my bullshit things**
Two more days
I will leave here and continue to breathes in another place
First I want to apologize to miss mei yuin coz I can’t accompany her to KLCC as I
promised before
SORRY SORRY =(
Second is I have a super duper crazy party night at MAISON
I have no mood or expectation for that night
But I totally enjoy at there and I found that there can let me ‘escape or forget’
I want forget what I have to forget
I want throw what I want to throw
I want look forward what I have to
But there just a place to let me ‘crazy’ a while
I have to back to real world after party night
I feel upset when all the memories come back
I have nightmare again
But the people you care doesn’t care you what you are or who you are
You are just a passerby for him or her
Who care your heart broken or even broke to pieces
They still enjoy their life without you
Or they have a better life after you
While you still stand at there and cry like a baby
Plus non-stop thinking of him or her
Isn’t what I want
Stand in the dark corner and keep tearing
I dun want be a loser anymore
There not worth
And I feel guilty to my papa and mama and sis and all the one who really care about me
But not that one who pretend care about me
When I face to the mirror every morning and I say want to be happy day by day to myself
Why I want to do this stupid act everyday
Happy is not say by a word and It’s comes from heart
Why I become like that
Why want people give me happy and if
The one who can’t let me smile and I can’t be happy anymore
Sound sad
Realize that I so se bai coz I can’t ever let myself smile
But I will learn from today
Isn’t too late =)
Never mind I will keep trying
Coz I know there are not too late for me
May god bless me and give me courage**
Finally finish all my bullshit
Hope you guys dun mind
I try to control my emo
Coz life is short right
And the important thing I want to mention is
MAY GOD BLESS MY COUSIN GRANDMA
HOPE SHE WILL BE FINE
HEALTHY HEALTHY ahhhhh
Gam ba tea popo**
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